I'm doing poorly right now. Tomarrow I will be telling my husband I'm leaving. It's been a hard 30 years and I want to move on. I love my husband and he cherishes me sothis is terribly hard on me. I want a more God-focused life and a better lifestyle. I live below poverty level because I'm on SSI and my husband has a very small income p.r.n. He's told me for yrs that he's saved but it has never been a Christ-centered relationship. I've been just as much at fault as he has but I want a deeper relationship. We never pray together and we don't even belong to a church. I have no church family to lean upon. My two sons 28 and 22, also live with me. The 22 yr old is unemployed with mental helth issues and husband is depressed since the unemployment. Neither are on meds. This will devastate all of them, especially my husband. Im looking into gov't housing for me, but they have no place to go. There is not enough income to pay rent and electric when I leave.They'll be homeless, most likely. But tomarrow when I go to my therapist I'll have my husband come with me so I can tell him there. MY heart is boken and theirs will be. We all need lots of prayer.
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