Sometimes I feel so alone...execpt for God. It seems like God is the only one that does not give me lip service. I feel so alone right now. I went to therapy yesterday and so many things came out of me that I really need some advice. I did not feel right going to my bible study today because I felt resentment towards others. Is it right to go to the House of the Lord if you have resentment in your heart? Pleae help. I am praying for it but my heart hurts so bad right now and I don't think I have ever felt this way before. It seems these people and these are very close people to me in my life proably the closest have never given back to me anything. Emotionally or any other way, not that I should expect anything back but some sort of appreciation or notation that it was done would be nice. I am in so much pain. I can barely write this without crying. Please help!
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