I've spent a long time wanting to have that moment where God spoke to me clearly. That moment where I finally "got it" if that makes any sense. My wife and children are out tonight and I find myself at home alone... I was dreading being at home alone tonight with nothing but my thoughts. I'm at a pretty rough point in my life, one where I'm just exhausted and tired of trying. Somewhere deep inside I know God has been calling out to me and asking how stubborn I plan to be. How much it will take to finally throw up my hands and say I give, I need you... I've received a couple hugs and a couple messages from some of you. Total strangers saying things in a way that either I haven't heard or haven't wanted to hear. I don't even know what I'm trying to say. I'm just sitting here weeping and somehow understanding a little bit of what God has been trying to say.
Posts You May Be Interested In
Hi all! This is for those of you that have or have had the same neurologist for 4 years or more. I have been with mine now since 2009. He is one of the best movement disorder secialists in the midwest. I know he is extremely busy on the lecture circuit now and in fact not taking new patients there is a huge waiting list for him. BUT.... I feel like my visits are not what they use to be. He...
I gave my 2 week notice last Friday 13th. Now to join you fine people in a life of leisure and nothing else to do but to look out for myself....is it just me or does that sound pretty boring? My goal was to live to retire and I guess having to take early retirement because of health reasons wasn't exactly the way I had planned things. I just can't stay in that building that is reeking mildew...