My dad left us on January 2nd 2007. He is 38 and he left us for...are you ready....a 60 year old. yes. 60. He's an alcoholic, and drinks 11-18 a night. He was never an involved dad. Never. And now, me being a teenager and all, (14), im starting to crave that father figure. I dont miss him. golly i dont miss him. i just miss what he was. i want what he stood for. its hard growing up and having to move in the middle of all this chaos. He's caused me so much tears. One cant ever heal from this. never. I don't know what to do. What have i done? Why did he leave me? Honestly, i feel like i ve done something. he hates me. he does NOT love me. Whats wrong with me?
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