I everyone. I have just discovered this little group. Not sure if I really belong here but I hope so. I am in my forties and never married. I went into menopause early-about 35 or 36 yrs. of age. All I ever wanted for my life was to be a wife and mommy. For some reason I have been denied both. I actually kind of gave up on caring about the first after I found out I could never have a baby. I have for the most part accepted it and tried to move on. Sometimes tho, I feel like there is this incredible void in my life. I had a career as a professional nanny for 18 yrs. and that helped somewhat with the emptiness. Now I no longer have that and am going thru some other things that seemed to have stirred up these feelings. I really have no idea why I decided to say all these except that I think I just needed to vent. Thanks.
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