I feel so bad after coming to my decision about not letting this baby know it's father. I don't have any remorse for him, but for my baby. I resentthis man because he got me pregnant on purpose so slick way because he probably isn't thinking clearly. Did he thinks this would make me care for him one day? did he think i would just say forget it i might as well be with him? he knew nothing about me personally and he took a chance and got me pregnant and now i have a diffcult time because i have a thyroid disorder that puts me at risks for a thryoid storm etc.. I am so bitter that to this day i get upset knowing im pregnant, i have had to get rid of bad thoughts hoping i had a miscarriage etc... and trying to understand the baby is a blessing. Why would that man think he can do this to anyone, I want himt o suffer thats how angry i am. I feel he shouldn't be able to do this to anyone without consequences. Im so angry about being pregnant by this man i don't know what to do!
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