I fell complete despair right now. I am in a custody battle that is about to go to trial and I don't want to do it. It is absolutely terrifying to me. I can't deal with the possibilities and I have no idea how I will deal with the eventual realities. I am scared that my husband is just trying to hurt me. I begged him in mediation to work through our custody issues ourselves so that a complete stranger will not be deciding our fate. He refuses. He wants things to be as difficult as possible. I hate this. I also feel like the judge hates me.
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