I have child support court Monday and i really am feel anxsity and nervous about it because i havnt seen my sons dad for a 1 yr now who i was with for 5yr in a abusive relationship. I am feel sick to my stomach and dont want to look in the jerks face or see him. Everything i went though with him i dont want to come back i just started getting over it the fear and the trust issue with men, and gaing my self esteem back its took a lng time for that i have final been able to look in a meior! i just need prayer and support to get though this because i know its not going be a quick court thing it might go for ever!
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