My biggest fear since the day my son was born, was losing him. I have always worried about my children becoming ill or being taken from me. My s2bx loved to tease me about this fear and frequently told me that he could take my kids and I would never know where they were. I know that he does have family that lives in the back mountains and they very well could be lost for a very long time. Well, now my nightmares have changed. I have been having a reoccurring nightmare about a judge saying that s2bx is given 50/50 custody only he doesn't bring them home. The police won't get involved because it is domestic and I am pretty sure in my dream that he has taken them out of the state and is on the run. I wake up unable to breathe. Any body else with this phobia? I think the worst part of the nightmare is knowing that it CAN happen. November is very scary. (that is when the divorce is suposed to take place.)
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