I am 19 weeks pegnant and even thought im against abortions i wanted to have one with this baby but i have come to accept being pregnant, i lost a child not to long ago and found myself wanting someone to lean on and i leaned on someone who i would never consider having a child with. Now im having his child he is a achocholic, past drug user could still be, deal with prositutes also have step children who i honestly believe he may have sexual abuse because he once got a call from one of his stepchildren who is now about 19 or 20 and i quote he said after she hung up "why does she always call me for help ....what she gonna give me some pussy for all i do" This man got me pregnant on purpose to have me aroung him and i wore protection i believe he manipulated somehow. I do not know him at all well enough to be having a child by him the only things is i woul have to get child support for this child because he may die one day from all his terrible addictions and my child will be left without social security which it will need. I am at a lost im almost not even wanting to take him for child support because i want him to have nothing to do with this child, i feel disgusting about even being pregnant with this mans child. I know i will love my baby when it's born but i do not want 2 at all have to let my baby go anywhere near him how do i go about this?
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