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Confusion Inside

rcp78
rcp78
Pain is so deep,

It hurts so bad,

I can not help it,

I am very sad,

So much to do,

And think about,

My life feels so turned around,

I cry so deep,

As the pain never leaves,

I run and hide,

Cause the pain is so deep,

Lost inside I must find myself,

For peace inside will never be dealt,

A battle with in is all I know,

I just can't seem to let go,

So confused as I am awake,

I think I messed up,

In a very big way,

I don't know what to do,

Don't know how to fight,

I lost myself deep from inside,

Clouded as the blacken night.





By: Raymond C. Pickens III
Shadowdancer40
Shadowdancer40
Put one foot infront of the other. Take it one day at a time. Very heartfelt poem.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I totally can relate to your pain. First of all, having your disorder is extremely difficult I would imagine. I have suffered from depression, which was hell on earth. I also lost custody of a child - which cuts to the very core of your being. It does get better... takes time.. lots of prayer and God will heal. As time goes by, I feel that God is still there and hasn't abandoned me. Remember the poem Footprints? That's another beautiful one. You have a lot of talent.
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