this will probably be a little disjointed and I apologize. My brother molested me when I was growing up but it just wasn't my brother it was also some guys in my neighborhood. A few years ago my brothers neice accused him of molesting her. my brother tried to kill himself unsucessfully unfortunately after the police came and took his computer, camera and some other things blankets etc from his house. I have been told for the past 4 years that they didn't find anything and that they police just wouldn't give my brother his stuff back. Well last week I found that he had been arrested and actually extraditated from Florida back to Ohio where he was charged with possesion of child pornography. My parent sknew about this but never told me because my brother told them they couldn't talk about it with anyone holey shit I wonder why?>????? I was sop pissed nad I called my parent snad my dad told me I needed to quit rehashing the past and that my statute of limitations has run out. I dropped the f bomb a couple of times and my dad was asking me if it made me feel tough to cuss. What the hell I am telling you once again that your son had SEX with me and you are chastinsng me for saying fuck. So, I hung up the phone with him and finally fell asleep for about an hour. I was lucky enough to get in with my counselor the next morning and when I got back home my mom called to ask me what had happende during the phone call with my dad so I told her then I told her some of the details and she seemed like she was crying and upset. the next day I get an email from my brother telling me he did nothing wrong and that his record is being expunged. He was able to plead down to criminal mischief and spent 16 days in jail. I got the email because my dad called him and told him what I had said. I told my dad I would contact the prosecutor and tell her about my brother I also contacted the police where he lives now and told them and my dad told my brother this what the fuck how can you have loyalty to a child molestoer??????? So my birthday was sunday and my mom failed to call I haven't talked to her since sat and I guess she has decided to continue supporting her p-edophile son. I am done I can't respect people who are so in denail that thye would allow a pedophile in their homes. It isn't just me he molested either it is my little sister. Little I mean I am 35 and she is almost 28 and it was as recent asw 4 yrs ago she thinks he may have molested her. I am so disgusted and sickened by my parents I just can't stand it. I want to smash their faces in and take everything away from my brother. I go to counselling tomorrow and will proabably ramble like a moron. Thank you for reading my rant.
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