It is really hard to trust after being abused your whole life. What I am wondering is if anyone finds themselves trusting someone or trusting their counselor and then wanting to run away while things are good? It is the fear of that trust being broken or the counselor deciding they can't help you and referring you on. Maybe it is just wanting to end it so you can look back and say I did trust once and be able to have that one good experience with trusting someone. I am really confused about what to do with trust. I am finding it hard to just relax and believe in that trust and just let it be. I just want to run away.
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