I was sexually abuse my neighbor when I was 7, then by my father from the age of 8 until about 13. I have buried all these memories. I am now 42 and have been married 22 years, with 3 kids. I have never discuss any details with my husband but his knows. I am going thru midlife! A female massage therapist triggered something in me about a year old. After that I have been searching for something. A weeks ago I when out with a female friend and we became intimate. She went to what she knows and brushed me off, b4 the brushed I went to what I know relationship mode. She is a victim of incest and she is very promiscuous. She goes from relationship to relationship with males. She was been with females before but not alone until now, I have been faithfull until now. I am generally independent. But now I feel the need to talk to her and help her because I care. Don't want to clingy. Don't know it we were drawn to each other, physical or emotional. I feel we could help each other. But I guess I have to get over it. I have not come to terms with my abuse and now I have something else to deal with.
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