I must have been healing from my abuse, because my mind has recently given me a couple new memories to deal with. Thanks for that nice lil gift subconcious... I'd rather have kept it all in the dark.
I just remembered something today actually... earlier I had gotten closer to my rape when I was 6, but now I have memories of a family member sexually abusing me on one occasion.. I'm not in a place where I want to say what happened, but I wish there was someone to hold right now, because I'm home alone and I'm in a very bad place.