I have not really vented to anybody about what happened to me as a kid, besides on this site. All my life I have grown up with my grandparents because that is the only home that I have ever known. But when I was 5 and 6 my mom and dad took me out of the home. I lived with them for about 6 months and within those months my dad abused me to where I would sometimes not be able to sit, walk,etc,he molested me and my mom didn't do anything. She claimed she had no idea what was going on. She did though because I told her once or twice. She only hears what she wants to hear. And everything that has happened I find it hard to talk to people that say there parents are amazing because I can't feel that way, I find it hard to trust people. But my younger sister has just met my dad in November and she was over there for Christmas and he ended up molesting her as well. I feel like I failed saving my sister. The only thing that I can do for her now is to testify at her court case so that our dad will go in jail. I really would like to help but it turns out that the testimony is the only thing that can get him put away. I don't like the feeling of everything put on my shoulders. I have to do this to help my sister though and I want to cut contact with my mom and I can't do that because she livs with my mom. If anybody can help I would greatly appreciate it and thank you for allowing my to vent my feelings and thoughts.
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