I have lived with this a long time. My mother beat me & my brothers with a belt until we bled or it left welts. When I was older she pulled my hair & dragged me around the house. she threw knifes @ us. There was a lot of verbal abuse. At 13 she told me I was a whore & to go spread my legs for some guy. I didn't even date then. she told us everyday she wished we had never been born & we would never amt to anything. Of couse I have had issues with self esteem but we all turned out well. I never hit or abused my children. I gave them the childhood I wanted & it really helped heal me. When she had cancer I took care of her even though she NEVER was there for me.The secret is out now & I am a surviver!
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