how can i keep the past in the past? the relationship i am in is a good one, but the past is creeping back up. how do i keep it from consuming the good i have found in my life? i feel like i am running all over again. i want to stop running. not every man is going to hurt me, he isn't the same. when i find a good man i run as fast as i can to get away, i don't want to do that this time. he is more deserving of what i have to give than any other because he see how precious it is. how do i keep myself from sabotaging this good thing. how do i let myself be happy? how do i let go of the feeling of worthlessness?
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