I found it was hard to focus today. My sis was in surgery today and our DAD tried to show up. I keep having questions running through my mind. How can I protect my sis when I am 30 min away from her? He's tried to show up once before, will he do it again? I don't know what to do. My sis is taking this so calmly because she is only 7 and can't know everythng that is happening other wise she would be freaking out to. I most recently have had nightmares of my dad coming back. I just really want all of this to be done and over with, the court, the thoughts, him in jail. I just don't want to do the court testimony anymore because frankly i am just sooooo scared and stressed.
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