first off i am divorced father of two children whom i love very much reason for divorce transgender issues.from the time i started kindergarten i seemed to be the target of abuse bullying physical and verbal.even my mother struck me with a military web belt with buckle the old style ww2 type british army style battledress belt teachers ignored me in school and when i report the abuse bullying and verbal by other students i wound up getting the strap being accussed of lying based on the word of the words of the teachers pets.my sisters and brother never seemed to be punished and when i needed help with homework or did not understand something in class i was ignored one day a teacher asked a question her pets and the smart ones could not answer it and she ignored my raised hand i blurted out the answer and was immeasditly rebuked for answering the result i kept my mouth shut and when called upon to answer my favorite reply i dont know miss on question.my youngest sister had me charged with assault and her mother was at her side in court even though i was the one hit on the head and required 10 stitches.i was fined $500 and two year suspended sentence.after that i never spoke to my now estranged sister again and when father passed away my so called family got upset with me because i refused to sit with them and when mother passed away i took my children to the nursing home and i reefused to enter the room and at the funeral home i stood aside did not even bother going to casket to view her and when the time came to close the casket i refused to go up.i never felt part of the family.am i wrong to carry this hatred my cousins are on my side saying i had a very rough time of it