Hi, my name is Sasha. Im 16 years old and starting in with a new life, i think it can be called that.
Growing up, mom and dad were both into drugs, drinking, and sex. many times i was left to my own devices. Uncle Peter, who watched me, started molesting me when i was five. He also homeschooled me and if i didnt get the right answer right away would either beat me or make me do things for him. On March 25th i ran away after a really bad beating from Uncle Peter. Now i live with my grandmother, moved here as of April 1st.
My first day in a public school was scary, terrifing. It has slowly gotten better tho im not sure ill ever fit in anywhere. im a strait A student and looking at some great college choices, tho i still have two years before then.
Grandma is trying to get me to go to therapy but honestly, im not sure. i dont really want to remember anything.
Another thing that grandma does is talk about Jesus and God. Who are they? what did they do make them so important (or at least from what grandma says about them they are important)? Whats the Bible?
Mom, dad, and Uncle Peter never mentioned anything like this, well they mentioned the name Jesus in cursing but i never knew he was a person.
im finding out that living with my grandma is NOTHING like living with my parents and uncle. i keep wondering why? why is it so different? am i wrong in assuming that my old life is the way its supposed to be?