I gave him until today to decide what he was going to do, either leave his wife and be with me or end his relationship with me. first he called and told me that he loved his wife and he was so sorry for lying and blah blah b;ah. i went home from work early and spent the day in tears. then later, he sent me text messages saying that he needed to talk. he called and said he made a big mistake and didn't want to be with her at all and loved me AND THEN ASKED COULD HE COME AND LIVE WITH ME. well, i am stupid apparently but not as gullible as he thinks i am. i happened to be checking my email while on the phone with him and got a lovely little message from his wife saying that he was scum and she kicked him out and she never wants to see him again and not to talk to her ever again because he was my problem to deal with now. basically he said he wanted her and then when he told her everything and she kicked him out he tried to come crawling back to me. nope, didn't work. i told him never to contact me again and promptly blocked his phone number and email address. i know that everyone thinks i am such a horrible person for getting involved with this man in the first place and wrecking a marriage but this really isn't ever where i saw myself being or the person i want to be. i need to make changes and i have had enough. i am done being someones doormat for attention and being used for sex. it made me feel a little bit better but really it didn't because i feel like crap right now and i am really hurt. i feel like i lost a huge part of me and i am so hurt by his lies and what he led me to believe and angry at myself. for all cheaters and ow and om out there, how did you move on with your life after the affair? i feel like i am just all alone all over again and picking up pieces of a broken heart all over again. it is devistating and i really don't know what to do or where to go from here.
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