I am having so much trouble leaving my husband alone....he wont talk to me anymore, hangs up when i call, wont respond to emails or texts.....he's always been the best thing in my life, my best friend....i wish i hadnt done this terrible thing to us. I have lost everything, my job, my home, my dogs, my security, my future, my one true love. he was everything to me and i am disgusted that i strayed and forgot our special love and bond to be with another man. i dont know how to deal with the loss of HIM. I dont know how to be a good mother without him. I dont know how to handle the thought of him with someone else, funny thing when the situation is reversed and just wish i could have thought of this so much sooner. I fear he is finally happy, moving on and dating tons of girls and maybe even having a baby with someone else? i want him to be happy, though, but i want him to give our family a chance. i want him to understand that what i did was so completely and totally out of character, i want him to see ME again, the woman he loved for so long. my mind wonders and wonders on and on and on.........how could i be so careless with his heart? what can i do to let him go.....at least for now.........
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