I just found out some news and I'm not sure how I feel about it. My wife has said to me on a few occassions while talking about my cheating, that she couldn't understand why I did it. That she had only ever cheated on one guy because she wanted him to leave. ( I don't blame her for that he was the one before me and he use to beat her and treat her like shit.) But the news I found out is that she actually has cheated on every single guy she has ever dated. (except me and one other) And that a guy that she has know since she was about 14 or 16 that I never liked her being around, (rumor had it that they slept together while I was away in training, my wife says it didn't happen and I believe her) she had a sexual relatinship with this guy and is the one she cheated on her last BF with. She tells me she doesn't know why she cheated on them. I'm just surprised that this is just coming out now and for some reason i feel really hurt by it. I guess i just wanted to vent and writing these topics really help me keep my focus towards my goals and to move onwards to my recovery.
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