I have been seeing an older MM (co-worker) I am also married. We started out as just friends. Now it has gone to far (sex is involved). He told me how much he loved me and wanted to leave his wife for me. We were making plans to be together. Then he made the excuse why he can't leave his wife. I accepted it and tried to move on just being friends with him. Well now we are back to seeing each other as more than just friends. I want to STOP seeing him but he makes me laugh/happy. I know it is wrong. I feel like I am addicted to him. I need help letting him go. This has bothered me into a depression/guilty state of mind.
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