First of all. I know I’m a screw up. I caused myself so much grief and depression it’s not funny. I emotionally have cheated and had physical contact with others while in my relationship. I’ve always felt something missing and alone. I feel like I could never share what I was going through with out there two sense or just general anger. So I looked else where for that connection. I did terrible things that I regret. I’ve lied. I’ve been caught. I’ve been trying to cover stuff up. But no more. I just want too be honest and forth coming but I believe it’s too late for that. I guess you don’t really appreciate what you have until you’ve lost it. Anyways.
I felt different today today for the first time in ages. Maybe that’s why I’m here. I want to be able to explain my side and my truth too the matter. I want toobe theperaon my partner needed me too be and never was.
I was having a sexting affair with the teacher of my son's daycare and we used to sext and exchange pictures for almost a year. I got caught 2 months ago and my marriage is on rocks. I feel hurt seeing my wife suffer and it breaks my heart she keeps asking me to help her get over what i did. To give you an history, I passed out of college and started my career in a small city with no friends or...
Im telling the truth to get honest opinions, so go ahead and say it because I need to hear it. Ive been married almost 20 years and have 2 daughters. I think about 6 years ago I knew I didnt love my wife but I didn’t even think of changing anything since I was a dad and husband. Also about 6 years ago I realized that I wasn’t attracted to her anymore either, things had changed. About 3 years...