I've been married for 18 year and have 3 kids with my H. I ended an affair almost 2 months ago when my husband found out about it. My H and I are trying to mend our marriage, but I'm finding it so difficult to put the OM behind me and work on my marriage. I can't stop thinking about him and its driving me nuts. It doesn't help that my H is pressuring me to forget him. I also, work close by the OM and so much reminds me of him every day! How long does it take for the pain to go away??? I feel so alone right now, no longer with the OM and not completely connected with my H.
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