I am the one messing up this marriage. I am lonely because he is never home. I am jealous because he spends all his time with his family and seems to forget that he has a new family. Have I talked to him, yes, told him how I feel, what I miss, what I need, what I want.......but I get no results, so I have been in contact with a old bf, and went to see him this last weekend, it was great to have someone to sit and talk with, and then we ended up in bed together..why? I don't know, what I don't get is everytime I get pissy or lonely I think of him and contact him, but this was the first time I had seen him in 6+months. I have asked God for forgiveness and guidence, but I do not feel I am any different. I need some help from my friends here..Do I open up and tell my H, or just keep leading my life the best I can, to avoid loosing him? WHat most of you don't know is that he is very overweight, and I want someone to make love to me--not me to them, I miss the man ontop, I need alot of help here....
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