I am new, my H found out about my affair by checking my email while I was out of town last week. He then emailed the OM and told him to stay away from me. The OM hasnt talked to me since. I am in so much pain because of the pain Ive caused both of them. My H says he forgives me and wants to rebuild the marriage, but I dont even know which way is up right now. Ive entered into therapy, but I dont think I have a friend in the world. I cant stop crying. I miss the OM, but Ive always known it would never last. I dont know if I love my H, but I feel so guilty that I feel I owe it to him to try. I also dont even trust myself not to do it again. Someone please tell me Im not a terrible person.
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