I recently joined Daily Strength and made my first post on the Infelity site and got hammered by the "betrayed" individuals and was told to post here. I didnt know.....UGH!! Now I really feel like shit. Here is my situation, married for 11 years two young children. I know my H loves me, he is just not a passionate or emotional person, something that is VERY important to me. I have told him this and written him letters, but I feel we are more friends than lovers. Anyways, I cheated. I was not looking for it at all. I met a man who gives me passion and emotion, writes me poems, treats me to dinners and even makes me dinner. We have fallen in love, its been 5 months now, but his job is taking him out of state in December so he will be moving. The pain was too much for him to bare and has cut things off with me. I am a wreck. I love this man, but dont know if I should fight for him and end my marriage or say alright and use this as a time to try and reconnect with my H. I am heartbroken over the possiblity of losing this man who could quite possibly be the love of my life. I know the grass isnt always greener on the other side, but we feel to be more of a match than my H and I.
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