I cheated on my H 5 months ago. I was feeling lonely and defeated despite my attempts to communicate that to him....he chose to think we were fine. I have really struggled with the fact that I just may not love him anymore. I feel I have changed as a person. We were married young... Age 22 and now that I am in my mid thirties, I think I have figured out what I need in a relationship and its not my H. I do care for him,but do not know if I truly love him anymore. I feel I am staying with him for comfort reasons. We have two children and it kills me to tell them that I am leaving their father, but I just don't feel happy, haven't felt truly hhappy in 4 years. I have asked him to move out so I can get my head on straight and now that he's gone I feel relief. Is that how you know you have fallen out of love???
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