I am at a crossroads in my life and marriage. OW and I (mostly her) decided that only pain will come from continuing (we both have children) and have stopped seeing each other even though we are both really attracted in every way to each other. I have told my wife that I am not happy with her behavior toward me (she yells and gets upight over every little thing, repressed anger from neglect in childhood) but she just doesn't seem to want help or care abt my unhappiness, only how it affects her. It may be that I just don't love her anymore. She isnt sweet or soulful but harsh and caught up in the trivial and living in the past. Maybe I just need to expect less from her and find fullfillment elsewhere in my life, but I feel a loss without possibility of more that I felt with OW.
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