I'm new to this site, and even newer to this group. I am the cheater in the relationship (it's a very long and intricate story that I did a huge journal post about), but I don't know how to move on from the other man. I think about him almost incessantly, and I can't get my brain to turn off. I think I might suffer from some sort of depression, but because money is tight, I can't afford to go to the doctor. I'm forbidden to contact him, and he doesn't really want to hear from me either, but how do I move on? He was my best friend, and I miss him terribly... I just want to apologize to him, but I can't. It's been 3 months since I've talked to him, and six since I've seen him. We've moved 70+ miles away, but I still dream about him at night. It's awful.
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