I've been seeing my OM on and off for the past 5 years. I'm always the one to end it. He knows that I'm married and he is usually dating other people when we get together. Recently we had sex. He told me he was living with a girl, but she knew he still hung out with girls. I'm sure that's a lie. What girl in their right mind would live with someone who was still openly seeing others. I got an email yesterday that she read all his emails, txt msgs, and looked at his prior calls. I'm sure she found more than just my msgs. It use to be a thrill to talk to him. To have us be secert lovers. But this time I just feel fear. Fear that gf is going to track me down, expose me. Fear that I will have to tell hsbnd everything. I don't want to talk or see the OM anymore...but now that I've open the "door" into my life I feel like I have to close it. Can I really just stop talking to him and not tell him? Or do I have to let him know, once again, that I can't see him anymore.
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