i really hate that word and i dont want to be branded with it for the rest of my life. i think the only people that would cheat twice are those who dont learn their lesson and feel true pain, agony, guilt, and remorse in the first place. I will never like what i did but I am trying to move beyond hating myself because I know it s not my character. I dont believe in the saying once a cheater always a cheater...... i hate the word! I hate what it means and I hate how it makes me feel. My poor husband.
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