I am having the worse serious of bad days.. All I do is feel so much hurt and frustration with myself for what I did. I am usually always crying when I am not I seem to be yelling about something. I feel all this anger inside me and at times it is scary.. I sure it is from the guilt that I go through and that at times he just dont really care anymore I have ruined him and us.. I want to make things better to work on things and I am hoping that I will get the chace.. I pray everyday for God to help me get through this.. He forgave me once before for this and he says this is how you thank me for giving you another chance... I just wanted to curl up and cry .. I have loved him entirely never didnt love him..
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