So I have been with my bf for about 3 1/2 years and we have a beautiful 2 1/2 year old daughter. 6 months after her birth I cheated on him with my manager at the time. It was not the greatest decision on my part but it only happened one time. I mean we went all the way in his truck before work. I was so down in the dumps at the time it happened. I felt as though my relationship was falling apart and when I hung out with my manager I actually felt as though I was really special. Well that ended when I was laid off even though he still tried to stay in contact with me. So I have never told anybody about that except a friend. I have to live with that for he rest of my life. I also came in contact with an ex that I was hooking with a little before I met my boyfriend. I met him for lunch and we hit it off. We made out and spent the whole rest of day together. It felt so nice to be treated like i mattered. We didn't have sex just hung out. My main problem is that after a month of hooking up with my Manager, I was having issues with my body. Now every time I have sex with my boyfriend i am in really bad pain. I have a feeling it has to do with cheating and holding all my emotions in. I tried to confess to my boyfriend that i cheated on him and he ask me why,.. So I told him that i was feeling very under appreciated and the sex between us was not the same since our daughter. The only thing he can say is okay so its my fault. Laughed it off and walked away and acted as though What i said was a joke. What do I do? Leave it at that and hope my body can go back to normal and can enjoy sex again? Or should i break it off and just live with my sins. It is so hard with a child involved... Any advice?
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