i feel really awful wondering if it was even more hurtful for me to tell the truth. i didnt do it for me, but what good did it do anyone?? i really wish i never had anything to tell but now i feel the guilt of doing and the guilt of telling. i could never cheat again, i am disgusted i did it in the first place.....i will never forget all the pain i have caused my husband, myself, my family, etc, etc. I cant even imagine being in another relationship again and definitely cant imagine having sex again. i feel so dirty.
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