i fucking hate this i hate having this...ever since i was diagnosed with it all i have ever done is want to get rid of it....i am sik and tired of being the odd one out off my friends and i amt ired of getting treated liek hist by friends becuase they dont know what it is like ot have this and they dont understand whats oging on inn my body.i am sick and tired of this i lost my dad to this shit 3 years aog and all it does is keep getting wors and wors...my fmaily and everyone else thinks it's my fault i ahve this when it's not...i am sik and tired of knwing the fact im gunna be inn a wheel chair the rest of my life when i am a very independent person...i aht eit when i have days where ic ant even move becuase i am so weak from this shit...i have so much pain and theres nothing they can do about it....i hate the fact i get made fun of every day for it...i absolutely dispise that they r doing everything they can for everyone elses type but not alot for ours...i feel sorry for my other friends beucase ther emd put them inn a hweelchair when they were young so they never got to walk and i hat ethe fact were gunna have our freedom taken away form us and have to depend on someone else...gosh i jsut hate this all
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