Cervical Cancer Support Group

Cervical cancer is a malignancy of the cervix. Worldwide, it is the second most common cancer of women. It may present with vaginal bleeding but symptoms may be absent until the cancer is in advanced stages, which has made cervical cancer the focus of intense screening efforts utilizing the Pap smear. This is the place to talk about your experience with the cancer.

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deleted_user 11/28/2007

Yeah. I just went to the Doc. yesterday because of crazy pain in my guy on the right side. Come to find that I have Cervical Cancer thanks to HPV. Recieved it as an early x-mas gift the VERY FIRST time I had sex almost exactly a year ago. Night before x-mas eve day. I don't know what to think... the doc. told me that since it has gone so long it looks like it opened me up for other problems. He said I might also have Gonorrhea or Chlamydia.

I know that it is my own damn fault. For letting myself be used by so many different guys. For not arguing when they said they didn't want to use a condom, didn't like the way it felt, smelled,ect.

All I can do is apologise to myself for being a total slut. And puke.. oh yeah, and have the shits thanks to the antibiotics I was given yesterday.

I was given Tylenol Codiene for the pain I actually went in for. I went in thinking that I had Appendicitis and came out with Cervical Cancer, Gonorrhea,Chlamydia and a possiblity of the pain either being from the diseases, or from a kidney stone.

HAHAHAH!

One of those times when you wonder why you are even living. What fucking perpose am I possibly serving here. None, exactly... Thank you.

~*Tabitha*~

deleted_user 11/28/2007

Well Tabitha, I am sorry to have to meet you here and that you have to go thru this, however there is light at the end of the tunnel. I had a few questions for you. How did they determine it was cervical cancer and what is the next move? Have you had a ct scan yet, or made an appt with the oncologist? Have they staged you yet? These are very important things that you will need to know to help yourself heal.

Do not beat yourself up. I understand that you had unprotected sex, however you can't blame yourself. I didn't have HPV, but I got cervical cancer anyway. WHY? I don't know...I've asked myself that soooo many times, but I still don't know. The only thing that I do know is that I will fight it with everything I have, I have been cancer free for a year and a half, but worry all the time it will come back. And the only thing I can do if it does---FIGHT IT. I am only 35 years old. This was a shock to me. But so far so good. Feel free to message me anytime, and I will be here to help in any way I can. Take care.

deleted_user 11/28/2007

Please don't be so down on yourself. Make this an opportunity to change if your unpleased with things in your life.

I too recently found out and jhorn is excellent to talk too about this. She will help you through what needs to be known as will I. If you need to scream, I'm here for you. If you have questions we are here for you. Do not hesitate to ask.

I too, am sorry to have met you this way. We all would have rather met some where else. Message me any time.

deleted_user 11/29/2007

Tabitha,
The girls are right. You can't beat yourself up; you have to reach deep and summon all of your strength for what's ahead. You definitely need to see an oncologist and get answers to all the questions jhorn mentioned. No matter what you find out we'll be here for you - all of us. Just remember be strong; you're a survivor now!

deleted_user 11/29/2007

Well, a year ago, just a little while after my first sexual experience, I went and got a pap. They told me my test results we abnormal. And that it could be HPV, that I should go get checked again. But I moved to Colorado and my father told me that my mother over reacts, to just blow her off. You never want to believe that your father would put you in any kind of danger, so I just took his word on it and... forgot about it. Then, day before yesterday went in for the pain in my gut, found out about the HPV, all that is left now is to get the Vinegar dye testing, to see where it is, how far along it is. All that. I don't know much yet. Supposed to find out today. +Fingers crossed+

~*Tabitha*~

deleted_user 11/30/2007

I kinda know what you are going through, I have the exact same pain in my right side and the doctors only tested me for chlamydia! It's shit, it really is! and you should not beat yourself up for sleeping with more than 1 man! Men do it all the time and people dont bat an eyelid! Women are equal too! You should look forward to the future and dont give a shit what others think of you! at the end of the day you will always be there for yourself, others will come and go! Cc x

deleted_user 11/30/2007

Thanks so much Ceanne. You are absolutely right, although... I still think that 10 guys in 10 months, is a bit much. No one should be going through that many relationships as long as they aren't over the prostitute line.... Just my oppinion though..

~*Tabitha*~

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