well i pretty much need some place to vent. i've been hiding my feelings up inside, and it's starting to get to me. i found out i had cervical cancer 1 week after my 19th birthday, and i have been keeping my true feelings inside. my true feelings are this; i'm so scared about it all. i am just having so much go wrong right now. i'm broke all the time because i have a stinky job that pays very little, no health coverage to deal with my cancer, no money to get married, no baby which me and my fiance want so badly. what else can go wrong? i'm just having the bad luck for the longest time. i just need someone to talk to, anyone that knows what i am going through. i would telk to my bestest friend in the hole world, but my mom-mom (my mother's mom) passed away April 10, 1998 from cancer go figure. i miss her terribly, but i know she is always with me. if anyone wants to talk please e-mail me.
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