But not new to why I am here. In the early 90s I had laser surgery with all the trimings and now today I found out that the cells are back. I have to go for a colposcopy etc....I am so upset, sad angry everything. I have been to hell and back and this is just something I could do without. My mother has secondary cancer my Aunty died not long ago of secondary cancer and we have about 5 or so generations of breast, cervical, ovarian cancer. I don't even know why I am posting. Probably because it is 2:15am in the Morning here in New Zealand and I am in tears over it. Yes it may be nothing but whatever it is I DON"T WANT IT!!!!! thanks alot for letting me bleat I just needed to get that off my chest.
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