I just had a pap smear a month ago, and friday found out I have severe dysplasia,carcinoma.And must have sugery this thursday to have it cut out.I was told i am in the worst stage,and if i were not to go thru with this surgery i will die.Then on top of it was told i have a heart mer mer so when i get this surgery i will have to have a speacial antebotic put into my iv or i will die also.My question is well i guess when the docter told me,for one i was alone for 2 i wasen't expecting to here this so i just went into tears and should have asked him more questions at the time, but i think i went into a state of shock,and my pre op for sugery isn't until the day of my surgery,this thursday thats when i'll learn more,right before sugery i have to be at the hospital 6:45 and my sugery is at 10:00.So again my question is to people that have gone thru this am I introuble because i am in the severe stage of dysplasia,carcinoma,i know i am if Don't go thru with the sugery but what about after the sugery whats going to go on with me,i asked the docter if i am going to live?And he just freaked me out more and said we are going to try but that i have the worst cause said he was so sorry and left the room.Please explain more to me if you have any knowlege of what I am going thru.It will be greatly appreciated thanks.I am only 31 and in total shock right now.
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