My life revolves around my son and all his health issues. He was a 24 week premie and we spent 4 long months in the hospital and he has chronic lung dieases and recently diagnosed with mixed cerebral palsy. I feel like when we are finally taking 2 steps forward we get pushed 5 steps back. I want to be my sons backbone and be there for every need but I'm so emotionally exhuasted. I feel so guilty sometimes and it's hard to see my son struggle so much. It's hard to see all the other moms with kids that can run talk or just even situp and my son trying to keep up with them and he cant and gets so upset. I love my son more then anything but I'm having a hard time dealing with it all and I'm suppose to be strong and not let anyone see that I'm truely struggling with everything. I dont know what to do or who to talk to anymore!!!!
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