Sorry to see that you are feeling so sick and frustrated, I was dg with celiac only 2 months ago so I do not know a lot about foods that can help you, but for sure fruits will help. I decided to answer you because I got concern you are getting depressed? Maybe you should get help. I also have my ups and downs, but it is getting better.

i get depressed about my condition all the time. you are very fortunate to have a boyfriend that is very understanding. my boyfriend left me as soon as i told him, and that has stopped me from dating since because i am scared at what they will think. it has also stopped me from being open with people and making new friends, and i dont want to tell people about what i have, incase the judge me,. not because of what it is, but because they have little knowledge of it, and think its scary. i have reached the 12 month hurdle, and i think people tend to get depressed after 12 months, but hopefully it gets better. also, i have read that it takes 2 years for people to adjust. it is exhausting and frustrating, but stick it out. its a lifestyle change, it is going to take time

I`m GF for 3 years. If you want a little advice from an old veteran. For Green Eyes. It`s very important to get your tummy under control. If you are being faithful to the GF diet, your stomach problems should be subsiding. There is a period of healing, but if you are still having alot of trouble, look at what you are eating and try to figure out what is making you sick. Also, it is super important to stick to it. At first I
cheated because you crave gluten during the withdrawal ( about 3 months) Then I would get sick again. But you really do get used to it.
My worst craving was pizza. now I don`t care about it any more. Also, the depression and feeling freaky in your mind is part of the withdrawal from the gluten. It`s called brain fog.
Gluten will make alot of our minds whack out. It`s like poison to us and it will definetly interfere with our emotions.
Secondly, the best way to deal with it as far as other people is to make light about it and not make a big deal about it. So you can`t eat wheat. What does that have to do with you as a person-nothing. Diabetics have to do insulin and not eat sugar. Other people have all sorts of health issues they have to deal with. If you don`t make a big deal out of it and let it slow you down, or get all depressed, it won`t make much of an impact. Another thing, Don`t say I have Celiac`s Disease. The word Disease freaks people out and they think you are contagious or going to die or something. Just say I can`t eat this or that because I am allergic to stuff made out of wheat. If they ask what will happen if you eat it, I just say, I`ll get really sick like a bad case of the flu and be down for a day or two, not worth it. You don`t need to explain any more.Done, end of story. No big deal. If you are going out to eat, if there`s nothing on the menu, ask the waiter if they can make you something like a burger no bun and some side veggies.
The worst thing I`ve heard is, man that sucks. I say, well, you get use to it no big deal,It`s not going to kill me. Rather have this than dying of cancer, and DROP THE SUBJECT! Don`t give it more energy than it`s worth.
You guys are still dotxing and changing over. So it is on your mind alot and you are obsessing because you are having gluten cravings.
I did this too. 6 months from now you will be doing much better, and 2 years from now it will be a non issue and you won`t even miss the wheat ( well, at least not much)

As far as dating. I went out
with this old guy who I think was addicted to gluten. That was like all he ate. Well every day he would go to this coffee shop bakery and order 2 big pecan sticky buns and eat them in front of me smacking his lips. I would sit there and watch him, while going with nothing.I told him it would be nice if we could go somewhere that I could have something. Well he did this two more times and I really got mad. He told me that he wasn`t used to being around "picky people " who can`t eat wheat, and he didn`t get sick from it and didn`t think I "should" either. What a moron. Then he would always go to an Italian place and gobble down tons of Garlic bread and pasta. The only thing I could even order was a salad. He didn`t fricking care. He was only concerned about his belly. He`d say, just order a salad. I ditched the moron. If you get with a guy that is jerky about this and won`t make accomodations, he is simply a jerk, not worth wasting your time.