Hi everyone..I have a question. I am feeling extremely sick tonight and it's making me so emotional-I have been crying all day and it's probably just making it worse. On saturday I went to the ER in extreme pain to find out I had an ovarian cyst rupture (this happens frequently-anyone else?) and a bladder infection. I had a bladder infection a month before and was only able to tolerate the medication for a week so apparently it came back. I am so scared because my dr's are telling me to take the medication (macrobid, twice a day) but I can only handle it once a day IF that because I've taken it twice a day for a few days now and I am so sick to my stomach and have diarhea. sorry about the details. To make matters worse, tonight there was blood in my stool-I am calling the dr tomorrow. what do I do? has this ever happened to anyone? does anyone else have trouble taking antibiotics? extreme nausea and diarhea? also, has anyone gotten blood in their stool because of it or because of celiac in general? I am so scared. I am so lost. I have such a life ahead of me and I want to live it so much. I have an internship at Yale New Haven Hospital which is very important to me because patients count on me but I can't take it tomorrow because I can't make it there myself. And this just kills me. I want to take care of people. Why can't I just get better? I am also taking classes and I want to do well-I need to do well to get into a good grad school. So much pressure. I just can't take it. And it's so hard to watch all of my friends lead their normal lives-wake up in the morning and not feel sick, eat whatever they want wherever they want whenever they want and not cry when they are trying to get their homework done because they are in pain. Help, please, anyone please help. I don't know what to do anymore I can't take the pain anymore I want my life back. I am so sorry about the vent but I feel so alone. This is so hard.
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