My husband found out almost a month ago that he has a spot on his left lung. He has had many ct scans and a PET scan and has seen our primary dr, lung dr, and not has to go to a heart dr because the cyst is so close to his heart. The 1st scan should that it was most likely cancer, however the PET scan said that it wasn't. Now we have to wait until Thur to see the heart dr,and see what he has to say. I am trying to stay positive but I am so worried what this dr is going to say. The lung dr already said that if it would have been cancer he would have only had about 6 month. On top of all this his family has been giving me such a hard time and not supportive (some not even talking to me) at all. I just feel burnt out and we have had a few bad fights and his sister say that I am blaming him for being sick. I tried explaining that it was that stress of everything and I was not blaming him. I live 7 hrs from my own family and even though they call and check in I still feel very alone when I need these people the most they have pushed me away. I have been in his family for 12 years and that don't account for anything because its still my fault. Sorry to go on my rant I just had to get these feeling off my chest before I go really crazy.
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