my mother has cancer ofr the second time i love her with all my heart no questions asked i would give my life to make her well. im having such a hard time with the other members in my family my father and brothers im 21 i came home from college to help... i dint realize the the defintion of help would be to take my mothers place all but sexual.. i do everything cook, clean wash, break up fights between the boys, homework, any of the four sports the play games, emergency room trips, grocery shopping, school shoping, parent teacher confrences everything my dad works and drinks and pays the bills when he can with what money he has rent a center is coming today to get the TV the water was off 3 day last week and the cable went off last night i havent sleep in now 3 days and i go from eatting everything in sight one day to not eating at all for the next three my father stays gone all day and half the nght and comes in and sneaks midnight caps he has a kidney condition and diabeties so hes not suppost to drink at all ever and that lil tib bit in and of itself is just sooo selfish i havent finished my degree so if he dies or gets sick where does that leave us four im anm becoming so resentful because evn the lil things i ask like help to disiplen the boys theres 3 of them 14, 12,10 he cant seem to mange this is soo not the time to fall apart!!!!!!! and i cant do everything on my own.. has any1 been through this?
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