I know that no one here knows me really....that's okay. I had to call ambulance for my dear mom yesterday morning....she couldn't breath...her lips turning blue...sats at 55% She has C.O.P.D and emphysema....I have a wonderful mom that I am watching slowly leave this earth and there is absolutly nothing I can do but try to make the path as smooth for her as I can and pray that when it comes I will be able to manage to maintain the will to go on myself....I'm depressed thinking about it....I'm lost in myself right now with my head so full of thoughts and ideas and absolutley no energy to do much of anything but take care of my little ones ......does anyone know what's for dinner???
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