My heart is broken and my mind is fried right now. I have to move my Mother out of my home. I am not proud of this and feel very guilty. But the truth is I CANT do it. My Mother is abusive and refuses to take care of herself or allow anyone to do it for her. For the last 5 months she has totally disruputed our home with her nastiness and abusive words. i can no longer allow this. I wrote another discussion (HELP)and got alot of good advice...but...still decided I needed to give it one more try. After a stop to the hospital and a breakdown I now realize that this is what I have to do. I feel like Ive failed.Last night she threatened to hurt herself and tried to roll herself out the front door.This I can not allow. And yet my heart feels broken in half and I am scared for her as well as myself. This will take every bit of strength I have and could use ALOT of prayers!
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